Pale Country by DirigibleBoyKing

pale country - DirigibleBoyKing

A beautifully written fanfic, so much angst! Sam just disappears from the bunker overnight and Dean frantically searches for him. But strange things are happening all over.
'Fuck this spiritual soul-growth crap; he wants actual, real, physical Sam, physically standing beside him, frowning, taking a book from a shelf, brushing his fucking teeth, whatever. He's not at peace. He refuses to be at peace.'